I am a doubter.  I have always been one to question, although usually I didn’t question God.  I began my journey into doubt about 14 years ago.  The levels of doubt have changed, back and forth–but a hint of doubt always remained.

I have never quit church in the process, which is confusing to all, including my pastor.  He is glad I am there, but he has told me it is unusual.  Today during service I wondered why I am often inspired, by things I read, news events, nature, but rarely by church.